Chapter 3
I pulled my Dodge
SUV into the apartment building that I had my very first small condo in. I had
bought it with the money my father had sort of left me when he passed. I was on
my own since I was eighteen. I had worked and slaved at every job, I started my
own company when I was nineteen. It wasn't until I was on my maternity leave that
I learned what time off was. I was enjoying it until tonight that is. I still
worked from home with the baby in tow.
I owned a cleaning business, and it made a little money last year. This year I lost more
people due to my pregnancy, and not being there for people. The stress of my
business made Victoria pop out sooner. I was still happy with every out come. I
pushed Victoria into my warm condo. I took her out of her stroller and put her
into her bouncy vibrating chair beside my desk. Put it on a viberate so she could still
sleep, seeing she liked movement.
I looked at my
employees hours and made calls to accounting and checking out every girl who
had handed in the receipts, and cash. Making sure everybody had an equal and
fair Christmas bonus. I looked around at the papers. Again another month and I
was struggling to make everything work. I was staring at the screen I closed my
eyes for a second. I felt my eyes and body grow heavy with sleep, when my phone
rang. I answered with a yawn in my mouth.
"Christina
Coals cleaning services how may I assist you?"
"You answer
all your calls like that?" It was Mitchell.
"No, but I'm
tired and the office is closed." I sighed, I hated the business I dived
into, since it was better the stripping.
"Well I
called because I felt I owe you an explanation, see I like you, as a person. I
just don't want a wife or kids. I like knowing I can do what I want. I like
having that freedom."
Ok that pissed me off! I'm tired I have a baby hanging from my body
at least seven to eight times a day, freedom left along time ago.
"Fuck
you." I think I heard him stop breathing as I continued.
"You think I
have freedom now? I choose to have a child because it would give my life some
hope that it's not all bad and it isn't, I still have my freedom, with or without you." I stopped to catch my breath, he somehow made me feel angry.
"You do what you like I don't care if you send a cheque. I can do just
fine either way." Lair. My subconscious
piped up, as I spoke my piece. I waited for him to answer back.
"What do you
want? Me to be there to help hold your hand?" Sarcasm dripped from
his voice as he said it.
"Don't
bother, just go away." I almost screamed into the phone.
"Why don't I
sue you for child endangerment. Take away your problem and you wouldn't have to
think about diapers or bottles." He would love that control as I thought
about it.
"What do you
want Mitchell?" I breathed, all thoughts were out of answers.
"I don't
want the baby and I want the baby, I don't know it's all new to me. I just know
I don't want you to be the mother." I didn't answer back I just hung up on
him.
He can go screw
off, I double checked my front door, it
was locked. I turned off my iPhone and unplugged the main line. I put a
sleeping Victoria down in her crib and I crawled into my bed.
I laid in bed and
thought about the first Christmas which was a half week away. I had kept to
myself about this pregnancy since it was an accident. My best friend knew what
had happened. My family didn't know. Then again my perfect older sister knowing
I had a child out of wedlock would give her nagging rights for a few hours, if
not years.
I had little to
no money for food or my mortgage next two weeks and Christmas. Thinking of how
to pick up extra clients. I looked at Victoria, she can find out next year
about Santa. I turned off my light it would only be hour or so that Victoria would be
waking up for her three am feeding.
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